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[Feb. 14th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something Corporate--> Ruthless | ] |
I've never been paid to sing before, it was kinda nice :)
We made a lot of old people really happy, too. And there was this lady there that was an agent or something that was talking to my mom about "getting me started" as a country singer. But I doubt I'll do it, though, she said something about "easy payment plans" which means it's probably hella expensive. Then Jess flipped out and got her number from my mom. 'Twas cute.
But damn, I'm never singing that stupid valentine's day song agin. Evarrr. Then afterwards we all went out to lunch with some guy (the manager, I think?) at this awesome mexican food restaurant. Then I came home and passed out. Ohhh, sweet sleep.
The weather is back to being nasty, though, so we still have yet to move my Spirit. :( Poor baby, stuck in a mud pit with an evil ignorant woman that doesn't blanket horses in 30* weather. >:|
So uh...I'm spending the rest of Valentine's day cleaning tack. Someone feel like taking me on a hot date?
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*crickets chirping*
....sigh. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2004|02:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Garbage--> Sleep Together | ] |
alkesjfap'weojrfasldkjfa;sldjkfl/kj1!!!!!!!!
I've lived here my entire life and I've never seen it snow so much! I mean, like, REAL snow! EEEEEE!!!!! |
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[Feb. 14th, 2004|12:43 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beatles--> If I fell | ] |
Movie night was good.
I got flowers and chocolate and a teddy bear :)
Horse show is cancelled because here in the south, we're pussies about a little sleet. So I might not even be moving Spirit until Sunday or Monday, either. So yeah, nothing really worth updating about.
Me and Jess are singing at HEB tomorrow from 11 till 12:20, come see us :) |
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| It's my party... |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|12:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes--> No lies, Just love | ] |
So, today's my birthday.
Only this morning my mom is like, "Well, we're going to kind of pretend that today isn't your birthday, since bad things tend to happen every year, and we won't be going out to dinner."
She deemed the puppy (that I got a month ago) my birthday present, and that was that. My mother cancelled my birthday.
But those of you who know me well are probably aware of my birthday curse. Well, it has been in full effect, as was to be expected, but a week early this year. Yup, my parents are now facing a possible divorce, my pony got evicted, and my mom decided that I assuredly pale in comparison to my wonderful sisters. She reminds me of this at every possible opportunity. So yay, a whole week of happy fun this year instead of the usual day! I'm so excited!
My darling sister called me around midnight to wish me a happy birthday "before anyone had a chance to ruin it". Hmm, thanks Erin. But I did, however, get my solo into cabaret. Hah, as my anonymous stalker said, I auditioned for the 'stupid contest' and 'passed with ugly colors'. wheeeee.
Umm. And my best friend thinks he's in love with me. I don't know what to do.
--aj |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2004|07:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Goo Goo Dolls--> Here is Gone | ] |
I really wish I hadn't come home today. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|06:11 pm] |
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| |  relieved | ] |
whew.
Finally got all of my solo auditioning out of the way. You know I don't mind performing, but try outs are scary. It's like standing there saying "Here, someone judge me! Please! Criticism, anyone?" gaaaaaahhhh. Glad that's over.
But yeah, that's about it. Typical monday spent sleeping through most of my classes. Tomorrow I have one more audition with Jessica and then they're all overrrrr. *dances* |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|10:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | starting line--> best of me | ] |
I'm talking to Jenny.
.....
This just so strange. I really don't know how I got the courage to IM her...It was kind of random. I sort of snuck up on myself, caught my pride off-guard and asked her to speak to me and she did.
I don't understand it...it's like we've never met before. We're two completely different people that have never used to be best friends, that never used to borrow each other's clothes, that never used to hold each other when we cried.
It's awkward.
But then, what can you expect after having not spoken at all for almost a year? I'm really lost as to how to feel right now. One side of me is nervous and uncomfortable, and sad that it's come down to this. The other side of me just wants to grab her by the shoulders, shake her and yell "Snap out of it! It's ME, can't you remember? Amy? We used to be sisters, I used to love you!"...But then again, how would I know that she felt that way about me? She did just randomly quit talking to me all of the sudden, after all. Good friends wouldn't do that without at least an explanation.
It feels as if we're strangers. This isn't the girl that I used to play ping pong with until odd hours of the night, or eat chinese food out of styrofoam containers with standing up in her kitchen in our pajamas.
I hate it. I hate the formality and the distance. I hate being strangers to one another. I wanted to start crying, but I think that I can hold myself together...maybe... |
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